Life update/ The world of Kasey. 

Hey everyone, Yes I am still alive and I have not forgotten about my blog page! There has been a lot going on in my little world and due to running out of sleep medicine… I can not fall asleep for the life of me so I figured why not write a blog, right? 

So this is somewhere I never thought I would actually be. Dealing with a eating disorder again, medications, kids, pets, family and life! How in he world did I used to do everything PLUS work? I have no clue! 

My daughter had her 9th Birthday and her amazing grandparents sure know how to make her BIG day special! Following a celebration this weekend and I am SO excited! My first born is 9 years old and youngest is 6!!!! What???? How did this happen so fast!?!? 

Some shithead did a Hit and Run on my car!!!! It was so scary and really made me scared to drive for a few weeks… I know that it could have been worse but my children were scared sick! Poor babies, as for myself I held myself together and told them everything was okay. Moms always have to be the strong ones! 

Starting and switching medications has been a nightmare! I didn’t get out of bed for a solid month and a half! Didn’t get dress, no makeup… just sleep! It was terrible. I never thought it was going to be a RollerCoaster ride! Once I get used to something, something else changes! Lately I have been feel better but I still have a long road ahead of me!! 

Depression is a tricky subject. Everyone thinks something different about it and not everyone has it the same.  Some people want to fall apart while others are trying to rebuild themselves! I am not sure where I am on this journey but anyone who knows me knows damn well that I do not give up! Things are becoming clear and I am understanding the changes in my daily habits. Eating is becoming a lot easier and well let’s just say I can’t wait to pack on a few pounds or more! Sleeping is tricky with medications I go from drowsy to shaky, anxiety wired! It happens! 

I am hopeful that the future will lead to brighter days but for now just know that I am okay. I have the most supportive husband and understanding children. I am so blessed! I will be back very soon and I have a lot to share with you all! 

Thank you so much for stopping by and do not forget to like and hit that follow button! Also follow me on social media TwitterInstagram and YouTube. Goodnight world! 

– Kasey Gruenewald